Day Before Third Leg Surgery

Much delayed surgery on my thrombosed saphenous vein on my right leg. Covid 19 Quarantine had us locked down for over a month. I had hoped I would soften my memory of the last two surgeries and how painful they were. The memories have not faded. I wonder if I will sleep. 

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